a rush of blood to the head

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 17:06:08 GMT

and here I am poised above with my arms spread flying and there are halos of light spinning out of us and yes this is me becoming holy human and my own self.

/end of journal

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 17:20:47 GMT

oh, i know it's silly but here it is anyway.





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

hmmm...?

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 05:20:46 GMT

i'm sort of confused right now. i was going through old journal entries. and...i need to find something out:

in my first post under this name someone wrote something. and they wrote it anonymously. this is what they wrote:

oh when i sign love, me.
what i really mean is love, (fill in my name here)

and every single post i post for the owner of this journal.
everything i write goes out to her, and her only. and if someone happens to read it, then all the power to them ;)

i just find it so great that you have kept posting open.
i got a journal online now, but i like posting to let people know how i feel about that one person. only if you want me to keep posting.;)

it was a public post, so anyone who wanted to post in it could and that person chose to post anonymously. i guess when i first read it, i ignored it. but now that i'm looking back it it...it sort of seems intense to me and i'm very interested in finding out who it is that wrote it. if anyone knows who wrote it...or...if the person themselves would tell me that would really bring me much happiness. please please please?

write now i am completely intrigued.

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 06:00:25 GMT

okay, time to start over. i don't know where this is going.

comment perhaps?

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 04:48:23 GMT

my voice is inside of yourcello&your violen. i am dancing with you and you are letting me know your secrets. my voice goes so perfect with it. oh. yes. beautiful.

i am so
sorry.

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 05:11:07 GMT

a strange thing has happened.

i wrote a song using carmen's piano. i didn't really "write" it. i was just like "hey, i'm going to make something up, can you record this?" soo....he did....and it just ended up being this 5-minute improv song...and i thought nothing of it. but then my friend travus told me he wanted to hear it....so i said "alright". and for some reason he's in love with it. [i'm very modest about my music making, to say the least.] and then he asked me if it was alright if he put it up on soundclick.com with some other songs by this "pool" of artists he's working with... and he did. and.....for some reason....it's....been popular. i'm number 11 right now on the experimental/alternative charts. which is odd, because i'm on the same chart with mindless self indulgence. what is going on here?! alright, that ends my babbling. i feel like i've been bragging, and if you think i have been too--i apologize.

care to hear it, maybe? go here.

i am lucy d. and the song title is 'doppleganger'.

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 04:31:21 GMT

i know this has been going around and some may not be thrilled to see this, but i couldn't resist...{i wonder if i'll get any replies...}

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Three times. Four. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. IP addresses aren't being logged, so don't worry.

oh, let the violens play.

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 04:10:37 GMT

all i have to say tonite is that i hate myself.

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 03:21:19 GMT

tout que je veux doit être truely heureux pourquoi est ce si difficile ?

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 04:32:02 GMT